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Where I've Been
03:00
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Maybe the winter will be cold enough to freeze you where I stand and where I've been. You could say all of those things you wish you would have said a long time ago. It might help to understand what I've been through, motions that stay around. 'Cause you notice, oh you notice all around. Where I've been, hung around. You could say that I've been losing myself today. You'd be right. But you notice every little thing and I don't understand anything but you. You notice just how long I do. You don't see where I'm gonna be.
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Still
03:03
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Pour your salt into my wounds. You hurt me so well. Press your lips against my neck. You love me so well. Keep me still. Lock the door and shut the blinds. You seize me so well. Tell me what I want to hear. You know me so well. Keep me still.
I just love the way I feel you against my skin. I will always find a way to keep you here like this. If home is where the heart is, I'll make a place for you in my chest.
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Broken Legs
03:13
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So how do you find yourself home? Tucked in bed, a book, being alone? I'm afraid that all the world's unknown when it comes to who we want and who we know. And don't you ever wanna wake up somewhere different? Is that too much? Could it save you?
But I felt comfort in the words I heard my father say when I was up and down and here and there and all the wrong ways around the systematic failure of my never ending days. My mother said to stand so tall that I could even break my legs. And though it hurt to understand now I see over everything. The only part that scares me is how much the future holds at stake.
But you're still tucked in bed, the book is read, but you're still alone today. But maybe over time things will work and we will be our own. But don't you ever wanna wake up somewhere different? Is that too much? Could it save you? It's never really too much, I haven't even said much to you. We'll make it, I'm telling you. We're still here, I will save you. Is that too much? I've said too much.
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If I Knew, I'd Know
02:42
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Why don't you quit it? Just stop this. I'm almost jaded and you won't fake it. So why you stop this? I'm almost okay. I think it means so much to me if you would take as it comes and as it goes, as the little river flows. I don't want anyone else to know just what I know. Well don't you know how it goes when I'm already underneath this heavy flow. I didn't know you for a second there but I was almost done for then. I don't know. So just save me if you want but it doesn't make a difference if I'm okay or if you're angry. I think you see where I'm going with this whole situation. Could you please just fake it for me when it matters?
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7-11 Parking Lot
01:42
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I'm almost out of touch with everyone I know. And I don't care that much as I should. But I know that things are almost okay as they should be. What could I be? Anything at all. And I'm almost so sick of everyone. It's turning my stomach inside out and I have nothing to laugh about.
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I'm Sorry, I Promise
01:33
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One too many times I said so many lies that it hurt you. I know. And if I could go back in time and fix these things I aligned, I would. You know I would. But I cannot admit to all my faults. I can't ever let you take the fall. 'Cause it would hurt me way too much and you. I can't think of all the things you've been through. I can't do the things that you do.
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Speechless
02:59
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If I could take the things that I have said and bury them well you know I would have been digging a hole already and been well spent. Won't sleep for days, just ignore all of my friends. And it won't hurt me at all. I'm sorry that I never return your calls. And if I did they wouldn't last very long at all. What could I say? It doesn't matter anyway. I think that I'm just gonna go. I don't ever wanna know anything you know.
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Dear Friend
01:24
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Dear friend, I know you've been trying your hardest to good again. Maybe when I move far away, I'll see you one night. And you'll be doing alright. But I'm not sure what I will know when I'm all grown up down the road. Will I be happy? I don't know. But maybe things will come and go, I'll learn more things than I do know since I was born.
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June 1st
03:01
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Seven months ago I was so much more alone and I didn't know that the friends I have now are so much more inclined and proud of what they've done. So what have I done that could compare to anyone? I'm not sure.
I slept through every class and I tried to bust my ass but it didn't work. When you looked back to me and I didn't try to do a god damn thing. I know that you're worth so much and I didn't even try to budge. I fucked up.
Things are come so fast and life's just hit me right off track. I'm trying to work out all these things that try to push out of my own thoughts. I think I'm right where I need to be alright. It's gonna take some time.
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Pinball House Florida
My name is Scotty and I'm 23. I hope you like what you hear. (I no longer write under Pinball House but you can still download everything for free.)
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